March 2012
1 post
January 2012
2 posts
January 6, 2012
Well. I just want someone to snuggle next to on the couch, or to trace lines down my arms when they’re listening to me. I just want someone who I can text when I need to talk, or someone who can hold me when I’m scared. I want someone who can look at me like I’m their everything. Someone who can see all the good things in me that I can’t. Someone who can save me from...
January 2, 2012
The only thing I really want is to be thin. So why can’t I do what it takes?
December 2011
14 posts
“Tears are the silent language of grief”
– Voltaire
December 13, 2011
I can’t think about it without crying.
So I don’t think about it.
December 12, 2011
I think maybe I like the idea of you more than I actually like you.
I think maybe I liked having something special with someone, and I didn’t care so much who it was as much as I cared about having it, period.
I think maybe I’ve grown so accustomed to being infatuated with you that I don’t know how not to be.
I think maybe I liked being able to lie on the floor of a...
December 11, 2011
I really enjoy doing my laundry; there’s something calming about it. I usually do it at midnight on Friday or Saturday, so the hallways and stairwells are eerily quiet. The basement is warm and smells like the arrival of spring. It’s cozy and comforting.
But you’ve ruined laundry for me. Because the first time I did my laundry at school happened to be the second time we hooked...
December 11, 2011
Remember when we were lying on the floor of your dorm room and you touched my elbow? Because I’ll never forget it.
“Attack life. It’s going to kill you anyway.”
– Duncan Penn
December 4, 2011
I just can’t deal with anything going on right now.
“If you enter this world knowing you are loved and you leave this world knowing...”
– Michael Jackson
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This is my favorite weight-loss motivation site. Every time I feel like I want chocolate or mac ‘n’ cheese, I go to this blog and I am able to persevere!
December 2, 2011
Long day of classes today. I had to go to the dining hall and get coffee this morning because lately I haven’t been able to stay awake in my morning classes, even with 8 hours of sleep. I got back from class and watched a few YouTube videos and now I’m finishing off an episode of True Blood (S02E12). I’m going to try to do some homework, and then I’m going to start packing...
November 2011
6 posts
November 26, 2011
Yet another random anecdote about my life. There’s this guy, PC. He and I have known each other since middle school, and I used to loathe him. Like, truly despise him. Everything he did bothered me. He just has one of those personalities.
And I used to be mean to him. Actually very mean; I didn’t care because there was no way I would ever want to me friends with him. Eventually, my...
November 25, 2011
I feel like blogging a lot today for some reason, I guess. I think I’ll try to blog everyday, just to get my thoughts out and see everything a little more clearly. To gain perspective, one could say.
I feel the need to discuss my love life. Or lack thereof. Way back when, perhaps my sophomore year of high school (yes, it was definitely sophomore year, because I was in geometry at the time),...
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“You’re mad, bonkers, off your head. But I’ll tell you a secret. All...”
– Alice in Wonderland
